selfish emotions keep getting in the way.

jealousy -> hatred -> avoiding you.

idk what to do. whenever i see you with her i just get into a bad mood. i shun myself and start avoiding you.

why?
to be honest, i have no idea.

\\ to those of you that don't know what's happening; my best friend is now becoming best friends with someone i hate and leaving me behind.
and i'm avoiding her. o__o
stupid, i know.