while walking down the long road from the train station to my house i really hoped i could see you . the first time i saw you on thursday was when you were going to tutor . i waved at you and you waved spastically at me while your car drove past . i smiled and continued walking . the second time , you didn't see me because i just happened to be behind a tree . but i still caught a glimpse of you so i smiled . the third time , my mum was driving me . i thought i wouldn't be able to see you since i wasn't walking . but guess what ? our cars drove past each other's and i smiled . today , i was hoping to see you . i walked slower since i caught the earlier train today . i walked past the point in the road that you come from but i didn't see you . as i was walking , i kept turning around , still hoping that we could meet , but i still didn't see you . but the last time i decided to look , i saw your car drive past . i stood and watched until your car was out of sight . and i smiled .

i really want to see you . i really want to take a photo of you and stick it on my ceiling so i can stare at you before i sleep ( what the shit , that sounds so pedo ) . i really want to talk to you . i really want to call you everyday and just listen to your voice , i dont care what you're talking about , i just want to listen to your voice . i really want to see you smile . i really want you to feel the same way about me .

whenever i listen to love songs , that place a little left to my chest tightens . it hurts thinking about all the things i want to do with you . it hurts knowing you'll never feel the same way . it hurts loving you .