Sometimes I feel like all I can do is hope for the best.
So what if you actually do like her? Why should I care? It's none of my business. But why do I still feel so uneasy and weird? It's not like I'm in any position to say anything.

My day keeps getting shitter. (Yes, that is now a word.) I get my first yearly back, my geo test, 62.5%. Then maths, from 94% last time to 75% now. Felt shit for most of the train trip home. There was a spider crawling up my stomach, I screamed. Then I noticed it was tiny, but it was still creepy at the time.. .__. Now I'm wondering whether I should do my homework for maths tutor or not. I really don't want to, but I kind of need to. Ugh. And I'm kinda suspecting that you like her. Oh screw it. I can't do anything.