So... now two people are liking me at the same time... >:l
I HATE THISSSSSSSSS. ;m;

I'm gonna talk about it... o_o
So. I shall call the person in the first photo... er, Ron. o3o; And the second person shall be... Ken. LOL. I don't even-

Anyway. Ron is an internet friend. I met him around 1.25 years ago on BankaiStoryMS (MAPLESTORY PRIVATE SERVER LULULUL, hai kim. :3) And yeah, we've been talking a lot since then. :)
We're pretty damn close, I can talk to him about anything and everything. He talks to me about his problems and I can talk to him about mine. I can even say that he's one of the closest male friends I have. C:
Plus, I kinda made him break up with his girlfriend... :l
His ex-girlfriend kept thinking he was cheating on her.. with me... o3o; She wouldn't believe me when I said I wasn't interested in him. LOL. It's his fault for calling me cute all the time... =m=
Bleh, anyway. Apparently he likes me now... so... yeah, that's why I asked about Internet relationships, his relationship with his ex was also an Internet relationship. They lasted longer than a year, but she told me the problem is communication and mostly trust. Especially since he lives in Canada, so we have a 17 hour difference. Hahah, I remember when he thought he was talking to someone from the future. 8D But anyway, he's really amazing and all, but I don't really think Internet relationships work out. Some might, but he practically lives on the other side of the world. OTL

Then there's Ken. o_o
I met him fairly recently, a few months ago actually. The first time I met him, it was by chance. He just happened to have a spare seat next to him, so I sat next to him. :3
I found out we have a lot of similar interests, he was funny and cute. But it felt like we would become good friends at that point. And sooooo. He likes me as well now... o_o

I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel like rejecting both of them and staying friends... But will I be able to? If I pick one, I'll feel bad for the other. But the main problem is, I don't really feel the same way for any of them. They're reaaaaally reaaaally good friends and they would make lovely boyfriends, except the problem is.. I feel like I'm kinda using them to make myself feel better and to distract myself from my previous crush. Plus, it's not physically possible to go out with Ron. I guess if I had to choose, it would be Ken, but I really don't know. I was sure I was going to accept at one point, but now I'm not so sure. Aaaaand, it's year 11 next year. I will not have a social life. My maths tutor is determined to make me be one of the top 10 in our grade in maths. I told him I can't, he said I'm just lazy... =m= Assho make me do duh 4U maths. OTL

So... what do you guys think I should do?
I'm sure that they can both make me feel happy and loved, but I don't know if it'll be fair for me to date them. o_o
Oh and they will be my first boyfriend... o__o; Noob.

Anyway, that was a megalong post, congrats if you got through it. Leave a comment and tell me what you think?
I should seriously start my to-do list, I have 3 tests tomorrow. Instead I'm blogging, listening to Sesame and Cotton Candy, my new obsession. ;) [click] (The chorus: I'm making love, love, love x 9308042934) and Facebooking. LOL MARTIN;