Right now, I kind of feel like it was the wrong thing to do. I know that he's been quite depressed for a while now, but I'm not sure if it's developed into a mental illness or not. He's told me about his life, his parents, his school and for some reason, even though they're just pixels on a screen, I feel like it's sincere and he's not just attention seeking. He tells me that I cheer him up and (insert other corny things) but... I don't know. I find him really sweet and all, but I just can't seem to think of him as anything more than a friend. I feel horrible cause I know I'm hurting him by rejecting him, but I just can't bring myself to say yes to him. I try to be there for him whenever I can. He thinks that he's wasting my time and that I'm amazing for listening to him rant, but I feel like I'm not doing enough.

A week ago, he told me that he hated me. He just wouldn't tell me why. He kept saying that it wasn't my fault and it was just the things that he's thinking in his head. I hated it cause I couldn't do anything, but at least he's talking to me again. Before last week, he didn't talk to me for 2 weeks. We used to talk every day.

Some of you probably know who this is, his name starts with 'R'. Yes, he means a lot to me, I care a lot about him and I really don't want to lose him. But I don't know what I should do. If he ever decides to do something stupid, I will not forgive him. D:

If the pictures are hard to see, (even though I zoomed in like 170%), just click on them. Someone please give me some advice. I really want to help him.

[/edit: Ok, he just logged off without saying bye. That never ever happens. I'm so freaking worried. Hopefully he fell asleep or something.]