after talking to a friend about stuff , i was inspired to write this c:

im scared to love .
the feelings inside feel wonderful and horrible at the same time , im scared of pain and i dont want to get hurt , but that person is really really special and i want them to know that nobody can replace them  .

i dont really understand , i know that its not possible , but i really really hope that a miracle will happen , that my dreams come true .
i have no idea why , but a goofy smile crawls along my face once i think about that person . that person makes me really really glad to live life , they make everyday so much better . at the same time , they make it so much worse , i can only wish . i know that nothing will ever happen between us , that person won't like someone like me . i am too greedy , i want so much more than i can get .
even though i know i cant get it , its so hard to accept , so hard to stop wanting , so hard to stop hurting .

ihateyou, ilikeyou, iloveyou , you're alright .

eww im so corny o: