so today is my crush ;
this post is gonna be really confusing , because its complicated .

so right now, if you asked who my crush was, i would have 3 people in mind. i will name them Cat, Rabbit and Dog . hehe :3


Dear Cat,
Im unsure of my feelings towards you . Is it friendship? Or more than that ? one thing for sure , you make me really happy when im around you.
we have been friends for a long time , i cherish our memories together .
but i know our 'relationship' wont work . we are drifting more and more apart , and for some reason , i feel hatred coming from you .
i will regret it if i tell you how i told you how i feel , it will ruin our friendship . and even when i do have enough courage to confess , i know it will turn out for the worse . i know you dont feel that way towards me .

all the memories we share , all the laughs , cries and smiles . i will cherish them . because that is all i have , and i want so much more , but i can only wish . i can only dream .

is that love ?


Dear Dog ,
you are my online friend , you live all the way in cananda , our time difference is 17 hours . but theres a saying , love has no boundaries . is that really true ? is it alright for me to crush on someone that i have never met in real life ?
you joke around all the time , asking me out online , raping me (;
but how do i know ? how do i know how you truely feel ?
is this all a joke to you ?

because it isnt to me .


Dear Rabbit ,
i've known you for a year . i already felt like i had a crush on you in year 3. i remember playing pokemon on your gameboy yellow , i remember your smile . its very cute c:
after i left your primary school , i never thought i would see you again .
is it fate? my friend found you online , i fell in like with you once again .
whenever i listen to this song , i think of you ;

I want to fly to a world with you in it
Even though I want to see you so much… I miss you so much…
I’m waiting for you, don’t forget me

your smile makes me smile :]

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i really dont know what to do .

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