This post is dedicated to someone very special to me. His name begins with a 'k'. I'm not sure if I'm going to tell him to read this post, but if he does end up reading it, I would feel quite embarrassed.


Dear K____,
We haven't talked by ourselves since a really long time now, I mean we still comment on each other's Facebook pages, but we haven't privately talked for a really long time. The last time we messaged each other on Facebook was September 20, almost 1.5 months ago. You asked me if I was ok. Cutie.

We met purely by chance. We were mutual friends and I'm really glad I got to sit next to you at the cosplay competition at SMASH! which was the first time I talked to you properly. By the end of the day, it felt like we've been friends for years.

Do you remember that letter you gave me? I still have it. I guess you could call this post a response.

Do you remember when we used to talk on Skype for hours everyday? Just about everything going on in our lives and talking our worries away? I miss those conversations. Talking to you makes me really happy. :)

We used to talk every lunch time, you were at uni, I was at school. I remember talking to you on the phone one particular lunch time. I just happened to say "In the pants. ;)" while Mrs. Conroy walked past. Epic win. :'3

You never fail to cheer me up or make me laugh and I thank you for that. <3

You're extremely talented. You're good at playing guitar, good at drawing, you can speak Japanese, Korean and English, you got a high HSC mark and you're smart.

I've hurt you... I'm sorry. I feel really bad because at that time, I felt like I was toying with your feelings... But you were still grateful that I told you at that time rather than later. Someone so kind and sweet doesn't deserve someone like me. ;m;

I'm a bitch, seriously. I don't know why you'd love someone like me. It's a privilege, really. You're so talented and amazing, I'm just so.. me. .3.

I really hope you're doing well and you continue to do well. I hope you find your other half really soon because a person like you deserves to love someone that will love and appreciate you back. I hope you do well in your studies and you ace your course at Uni. C:
We need to have more outings. I haven't seen your face in a while. D:<

Anyway, this post is getting long and boring. I'll leave it at this.

Love, Florence.
(Let's talk soon, okay? The next time I talk to you, I hope we could talk like how we used to.)