anyway, i actually had a few things on my mind, but this thing is taken up the most space in my brain atm, so i shall type it all out. =w=
ohk, so basically it's about my friend who i shall refer to as r, so r and his gf, who i shall call a gets into fights. and it's sometimes my fault. :L
so r inboxed me last night and told me i couldn't talk kinky with him anymoar. :C
i was wondering why and he told me that he and a were getting into arguments more frequently. a was having dreams/nightmares about r cheating on her. with me. o3o;
well this originated from this questionaire i answered for him.
Ever had a crush on me? "no. not yet. c;"
Want your #? sure. (; <3
a saw that and she thought i liked r and yeah. i can't talk to him the way i want to. [kinky. (;]
i guess it's alright if it makes him happy though. :p
hopefully they won't get into arguments over me anymoar.
and another thing on my mind. homos/bisexuals/same sex lovers.
so rebecca already ranted a little about it but i wanna talk more about it. :L
frankly, i think there is nothing wrong with gays/lesbians/bisexuals. i even find some gays more attractive than stright guys. (YAOIIII. <3)
i've been watching antique bakery lately, it's a fantastic movie. it's also a movie with gay guys in it. and i love it. i think gay sex is hotter than hetero sex. :L
ahem.
anyway, i don't think it's the person's fault that they like a person of the same gender. and i don't think there's any problem with it.
i find it quite weird how a person's image can be completely changed about something they can't control. if i person loves another person with the same gender, they shouldn't get judeged by that, they shouldn't get hated for it.
i actaully know a lot of people that are bisexual and i think i'm completely fine with it. you guys might be shocked and i was wondering when i was gonna say this, but i'm bisexual. and i'm not ashamed of it.
will you judge me differently? will you act differently towards me?
i don't think it's against human nature to like the opposite gender. i believe that it's just as normal to be attracted to the same gender than to the opposite.
i love pictures like this (click) and pretty much most of our group at school does.
it's a yaoi picture btw. =w=
sorry if i disturbed you. o3o;
i don't know if i did the right thing by admitting something i've kept a secret for years, but hopefully it won't negatively affect me too much.
that is all. o:
woah, such a serious post. o__o
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