excuse my crap drawing skills.

anyway, i was feeling 'deep' and meaningful and kinda depressed today, so yeah. i drew something weird. original picture from here.

i wish i could draw faces. every time i draw, the eyes always look weird. this picture has no face. (Y)

back to the picture;

i have a friend that used to be fine with how she looked, but someone told her that in one particular photo, her legs looked fat. ever since then, she has refused to wear shorts and skirts only because one person made a negative comment about her. 

it hurts me how beautiful and amazing people doubt themselves and their appearance. i keep hearing my friends say "i'm not pretty enough." or "yuck, i'm so fat." and it really annoys me. :l

hahahah. i'm so bad at expressing myself atm. ):

i feel like such a hypocrite because i'm actually not confident with my looks either. but at least now, i'll accept a compliment. i remember when i used to argue for ages about the person commenting being prettier than me. i feel kinda pathetic. x:

everyone talks about how they want to lose weight, but i actually want to gain weight. :l 

i eat heaps of junk food, but it doesn't help. x:

there' something else on my mind, but i don't really want a lot of people to know about it, but i want to blog about it. maybe later. :l

i'm weird. heheh.

and to lisa, i'll be your 'email pal'. (:

have a lovely day, you cuties. :D